No, I'm not okay.

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I've had a few people ask me if I'm okay because I haven't shared anything on Substack. 
The truth is that no, I'm not okay.
I'm not handling being silenced very well.

And the last thing I want is using Substack to whinge about my own woes.

So I've attempted posting about other things but it doesn't feel authentic.

The latest update is that last night Tiktok deleted a video of mine that had 97k views and HEAPS of engagement.

It feels soooo frustrating to finally have a post that breaks through the very strict algorithm only to have the zi0nists realise and them have the full power to remove my video.

I probably wouldn't care so much if I had other platforms but it feels that no matter where I attempt to "speak", I get muted by those in power.
I'm not sure what options I have left.

And how the hell can there be a genocide and I can't talk about it????

I refuse to accept that.

So yes, I'm not okay.

And most people's well intentioned comments make things worse. So in a way it's easier to not say anything so I don't have to deal with frustrating platitudes.

⚠️ Please do not tell me this is for the best or that I should take a break ⚠️